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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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superbowl surprisingly wasn't terrible.
I actually had fun. I was so excited to see katie, even if it was only for like 20min. I kept looking for you but i couldnt find anyone in that place.
- crown of thornZ
- KILLING TIME
- MADBALL
so good, i missed most of indecision, they were fun to watch though. I got mid-set
i was so confused trying to figure that place out in the DARK. It was nice to see people i havnt seen in a while. Then food and such after was fun. Canadians, step to you.. going to buy madball records. Creepy shady dudes fighting.. scaaary. I learned how to fight though. Watch out. xo.
I went to look at an apartment in astoria today. I'm very scared , i don't know what to do. Darren showed me around, which was very nice but i mstill scared. I have to think about it.
why did he marry ms. piggy???
WHYYYYY?????????
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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Does anyone know of anything for rent?
Or people looking for roommates?
I'd rather stay on long island but i prolly wont be able to because its to expensive. I'm open to pretty much anything.
thanks
<3melinda
i have to move as soon as possible so if anyone knows of anything
please let meknow
<3
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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I went to a hockey game last night. It was so much fun! I'd love to go every day. I loved it. I also went to the empire state building, it was pretttty.
It was nice outside and everything was perfect
billy joel is thursday! :D
i thought it was next week- i wish it was, i dont want it to be this week
oh welllllllllll
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ill slap you with reality: 1 slap - across your face!
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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Monday, January 16th, 2006
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I think i've watched the notebook like 12 times since friday.
I almost took it out last night to watch home alone two, but i just couldnt do it.
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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hiii
I really want to move. I need something new. Im sick of same shit over and over again. I keep thinking about philly more and more each day. Its so cute. SO cheap. I feel like i'd really love it. Not thati am hating on long island at all , i'm not.. its just too expensive to live here. For what i am paying now i could have a beautiful apartment in such a cute city. I dont want to move by myself. It would be a big jump, but i feel like i need that. I need something more. It's just scary not having anything to come home to. If id ont like it.. im fucked.
shiiit.
Billly Joel is playing jan 23rd!! tickets go on sale saturday morning. I'm totally going.. by myself. I love billy joel more then anyhting. I'm talking to swan right now, i misshim so much. I'm trying to convince him to move with me.
i need help.
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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Saturday, September 24th, 2005
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driving to work today at 8am my tire blew out.
completely shreddddded.
gone.
goodbye.
i hate no one to call
did not know what to do
didnt have a spare.
it can only get worse...
everyone always said , " oh dont worry melinda, it could only get better for you" ... nope- wrong, it can only get worse. From the day i was born untill the dayi die, which is hopefully very soon.
this is why i fucking hate everyone and most things.
I wish i kept a journal.. a real one. I would have such a sweet movie by now. I think i am going to start one.
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ill slap you with reality: 1 slap - across your face!
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I have work soon. I'm pretty much awake. Fuck.
i saw alot ofpeople tonight i havnt seen in years but all i wanted was to go to sleep. Now im finallly home but i am awake.
Best part of the night was havin an ice cream truck stop in the middle of hempstead turnpike for me at 12am. Oh i ruleeee. The man got a ticket for doing that though, bummmmer.
i'm never ever going to wake up for work tomorrow
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep<3
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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soooo i think my job is closing. Woohoo, now im really really going to be homeless. I have to find a new job fast otherwise i will not hav any money for rent. Fuck!
It's really weird that my boss finace who i cant stand/cant stand me offered me a place to live before anyone of my family members did. Oh family, got to love them. I'm preettty much over this life. Tom said , " don't worry it will be over soon". I sure hope so.
The few people that i do actually like i never get to see anymore. :(
Prolly because im antisocial and have anxiety attacks. I would rather stay home and sleep, then see my best friend that i prolly have seen in about a month.
i really hate bugs, they keep biting me and it hurts a lot.
I was trying to find my weezer b-sides cd, eventhough i lost it about 4 years ago. If anyone has it.. please please make a copy for me and ill love you forever ever. I cant even find the cd case .
my sisters is having a party for her new puppie tonight. Shoot me.
the end<3
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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i hate that i never ever want to be around people.
ill call people and make plans and just not show up.
instead ill go to sleep when im not even tired.
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Friday, September 9th, 2005
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tonight was so fun
maaaan, i miss levittown kids like 5 years ago. IT was so weird going out and randomly seeing them. It was a goood night. All grown up. To think when i met them i was 15 and im going to be 21 soon.. so fucking weird. I miss those days, everything was much better then.
;(
i have work at 8am and i am wide awake. This blows. Im never going to wake up tomorrrow. Im going to be sooo sleepy tomorrow night. I smell like smoke.
I'm going to go read some more about elliot(steven) smith untill i fall asleep.
night<3!
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ill slap you with reality: across your face!
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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I'm so excited hellfest got cancelled! I get to see lifetime 2xs and its STILL cheaper than that bullshit. Plus i dont have to deal with all the fucking faggots that go to that shit. All of those kids are the reason i hate hardcore. It makes me so happy... theyre all bummed. I am SO glad i dont have ot deal with that shit. yesssssss!!!!!!!!!
Annnnd i get to visit philllly. Its so cute there! I cant waaaaiiiit. Philly and NJ! I was going to convince nick to go to splish splash with me again on saturday but that can wait till next week. :D :D :D :D annnd i want to go to the zoo too! We will go to the zooin the fall.. it will be nice.
Uhmmmm we went to montauk for our year anniversary..it was so nice. It made me soo happpy that heplanned everything. So thoughtful. It was fun. I had the besssst steak mmmm. minigolf.icecreamforeverymeal .paddleboats.yellownomanteethhotel.
It was sooooo fogggy. I got him a map that he realllly wanted. I was so happy i found it. He made me a monkey bag and i love it more than anything in the world. Its so cute. Also a baby baby monkey, clothes , monkey bank. nas and elliot smith records. Oh he is the best.
Last night i saw SKARHEAD. Fuck you all.. they were so good. I went to see mearuder more so but holy shit.. they were so fucking goood. I was gonna leaave after a song or two..it was so fun.
oh im sleepy.
gooodbye.
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ill slap you with reality: 1 slap - across your face!
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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i reallyy want to go to splish splash again
and do some other fun things before summers end.
i cant believe its over.
blah
i got rained on today. it ruled ! (sike!)
i wish i were sleeping.
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i'm so bummmmmmed
i wish i would have went to cb's yesterday for GB. I totally could have sneaked my way in. I talked to a friend at 1 she said thyre pretty much letting everyone in. DAMMMMMN IT. I guess the closest ill get was having civ sing while tattoo me. I wish i would have went.. would have been much better than what i did yesterday.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
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ill slap you with reality: 2 slaps - across your face!
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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| You Are Chocolate Ice Cream |  You have a flair for the dramatic and love to party.
Your personality is super strong and unique.
Many people crave you constantly - while you turn a few off.
You are most compatible with coffee ice cream. |
ps. buy me weezer tickets for tomorrow. kthnks<3
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ill slap you with reality: 1 slap - across your face!
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You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
I'll always love you
And make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me
To love another
You'll regret it all some day;
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
You told me once, dear
You really loved me
And no one else could come between
But now you've left me
And love another
You have shattered all my dreams;
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
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